I didn't write journal in this blog for a long time. Actually I didn't have a lot of work to do, but I felt had a lot of trouble in my mind. I don't know what should I do, what can I do. I felt I was going lazzy since I don't want to do anything. Even thoug I really very don't like to write, I know I have to do because of my family's future and my future. I should start right now and keep working hard as well as I could.
I felt I was so tired in just past few weeks. I don't know what I did in this few weeks.